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My most devastating moment.

You know what "devastating moment" means right??
You must have felt it once in your life. You feel angry, sad, mad, and confused at the same time. You don't know what to do, what to say and what to react to the situation. 

I've felt it once. It was when I was in the 4th grade.

My family and I were going to our family graves in Purwerejo, Middle Java. It was already 3 p.m. when we got there, the sky looked blue with a little bit of orange color. We went there with my cousins. My parents and my sister bought two baskets of flower, rose and jasmine, and went straight to the graveyard. I and my cousins followed them, but the road was so damaged and it's so hard to walk on it so we have to run to catch my parents with our little feet. 

When we get there, we went straight to my grandparents grave and pray for them. There are so many tall grasses with insects in them. My cousins persuaded me to follow him catching some insects, and I was foolishly agreed with him. I followed my cousins wherever they go and suddenly I realized we were LOST. The sky was getting darker and darker. I was confused and scared but my cousins didn't care. I was mad at my cousins and insisted that we have to go back to my parents. On the way back, in the middle of the tall grass, a little snake (but scary) APPEARED!! We ran as fast as we can but we got separated. I was alone in the darkness at the grave yard. Waiting for someone to save me. I started wandering alone searching for my parents. I felt really desperate in that moment. I cried "Mom, Dad where are you?" 

I saw my Mothers shadow so, with my childish instinct, I ran to my mother while crying. But on the way, my left feet suddenly fall into a grave hole!! I cried "MOM MOM HELP ME." from the shadow my mother help me getting on my own two feet. I lost my left sandal and my left feet is very dirty because of the dirt. 

I'm really grateful to my mom. Thanks to her I can go back home.
I wish this incident will never happen to me again. 



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