I forgive you It might seem small, it might seem simple. But it holds so much power beneath the surface of that simple word. I have forgiven you, not because I have forgotten all the pain inflicted on me, but because I choose to find my own peace. The peace of forgiving my past self that letting you trample over me. These past experiences made me realise that the lack of guilt in a person might indicate that the person also lacks empathy. Trying to understand you was never easy, but it wasn't exactly exhausting either. However, when you said that understanding someone is tiring, it really reflected how incapable you are as a human being to feel and process emotions. I had hoped you could be my imam, to embody the person you told me you were at the beginning. Well, I really hope you found your peace. Or already find it. That would make me happy as well.
Okay here’s the thing. There’s no way that we won’t headbutt, right? So let’s make an agreement before we walk along the aisle. Be honest with EVERYTHING. Don’t hide anything from each other because that would break the firm foundation of this relationship: trust. Your feelings matter. The moment one of us feels scared because of others' actions, tell. We might need some time to process each of our feelings. But that’s okay. Take all the time we need, and whenever we’re ready, let’s have that conversation. Oh, and remember our safe word! My first and foremost love language is word of affirmation. So when we’re apart, simple chats like good morning, I love you, and validations to my feelings would mean a lot to me. But only chatting won’t be enough to create a certain amount sense of connection. Calling would provide that. Another thing that would make me feel our connections is hugging and kissing. Hence, the rule of No byes without kisses and hugs will come into effect once...